It was really stresssss for the past 3 months after my 2nd year of Uni started...

And it was pretty bussssy and tired to cope with work n study...

everyday....my mind are only with work...study...work....

assignment...exam...assignment..n i gonna b crazy for this.....i need to relax....i wanna relax...but can i??? T.T

It's edi goin to the end of Feb for 2011 n i dun even hv time to conclude my life for the pass one year and plan for my new year resolution..

It's been long time (abt 3 months) i nvr back to here...cuz the pass 3 months, i was so busy with the lesson, research, test, so on n so forth...yeah...studies is getting tougher n tougher compared to 1st yr..i was tensed especially for this period..n i cant really focus on wht am i doin(as this prob edi started long time ago)..resulting my life juz like w/o the soul...n dunno wht am i studying for the past 3 months too...however...i goin to sit for the final exam for this term..n now...how am i goin to digest all this lecture??? im wondering...upsetting...stressing...but...i know...i stil hv to do it...cuz....this is wht i choose!!

Bcuz of the busy n tight schedule...i had finally make the decision to quit frm work at NUH since i worked there at 2008...i wanted to leave NUH for so long...nt bcuz of i dun likes my job...is due to the working environment..yeah...something to b happy with....cuz i had finally leave the place with the suck management department...my last day wil b 1st march 2011.

sighing....even resigned...oso giv me alots of prob......y my life juz cant go smoothly for wht i had decided??

1st..my sch told me i nt allow to transfer frm part time to full time unless i willing to pay double for the sch fees...otherwise i hv to stay on for wht i am now...wht a ridiculous reason...

if i able to pay double..then do i need to work n study frm the start?

if i able to pay double..do i wanna bear with all this difficult condition for the past 2 yrs?

and if i able to cope with study n work..do i need to transfer though? (the sch ppl hv no brain to think abt it n come out with such stupid rule n regulation cuz they r juz think of their own benefits)..

And something funny is...for this ridiculous policy are in fact nt applicable to me yet they said which r stated in my contract when i signed for the enrollment..

The policy are as below :

1. transfer out of MDIS to another school / institute

~ an international student who request for transfer to another school or institute will be required to pay a transfer application fees of $500 (subject to prevailing of GST)

~ the student shall be charged for all modules consumed and all discounts / rebates that the student was entitled to shall be forfeited. If there is any outstanding fee, the student shall be advised to make payment before the institute process his/her transfer request.

~ any student who transfer out of MDIS to another school / institute shall be deemed as having withdrawn from the institute and the existing term and condition of MDIS refund policy shall follow.

2. transfer within MDIS but to a different course programme / downgrading of package

~ all request for transfer or downgrading of the package must be submitted in writing and supported with a transfer application fees of $500 (subject to prevailing of GST)

~ the student will be for all modules consumed and all transfer request must be submitted before or within 30days from the commencement class.

~ the student shall be advised to make payment of any outstanding fees before the institute will process the transfer request.

~ transfer request received after 30days from class commencement date will not be entertained. Student who insist on a transfer will have their request processed as a withdrawal.

~ in the event that a student has paid in excess of consumed fees, the institute will refund the unconsumed fee portion accordingly.

ya.....that are the policy that stated in my contract...so...after i read thru so many times...with my poor english understanding n after i asked most of my others fren as well...may i ask...which policy is applicable to me for my case? i neither transferring out from school nor transfer to different courses...even then...it nvr stated tht need to pay double for all the remaining module but need to pay for "ALL MODULES CONSUMED"..it's misleading ppl to understand the policy..cuz all modules consumed n all remaining modules is diff...so i argue with the school on this...finally..they ask me to write in for an appeal...n after dragging me since dec to end of Jan, the appeal had approved..

2nd, my resignation and student pass application..student pass application took 2-4weeks to process...which mean once i get my student pass then i hv to cancel my work permit..therefore...i hv to tender my resignation.....n i take up a very big courage to pass the letter to my manager..she seem understanding and negotiable for wht i need for my student pass application. however, a few more days later, she turn into the other way n dun kept her previous promise to me...i fell into another well again..y wanna giv me another prob when i edi stress enuf and tired enuf? exam is coming soon...i dunno wht should i do the next then...ICA approval is beyond my control..manager decision which i need to follow as well....then...wht else i can do? n for my won sake of myself??? conclusion...i can only.....wait n wait n wait...struggle n struggle n struggle...thick face n thick face n thick face!!! N now...my application are still pending n im stil waiting.. :(

3rd, my mum nt really agreed for wht i had decide cuz of the financial issues...keep blaming n nagging me on why i wanna go back to study...wht's d point to study so high level as a women tht kind of thing...i really feel upset n discriminated..cuz....y bro n sis can study for wht they wan n get ur support in financial, but y i cant?? ya...i know the course tht i choosen was nt cheap, but i edi told u tht i saved enuf for my study fees...n all d while im paying myself...wht i wan are juz my daily expenses if possible...i promised tht i wil look for part-time...so wil at least get some income frm there...no worries..mum...i understand u hv ur difficulties as well...im nt blaming u..juz my destiny.. :(

the reason for y i wanna further study to upgrade myself? (this was the prob we arguing since i started my course)...wht's tht for??? it is all becuz i wanna get better life for dad, u and myself...i wanna earn much much more money for wht i can do now...n in d end...only she agreed for helping me on tht... :(

for now...im so envy those ppl can get money frm home to support them to study...the old frens tht i used to mixed ard in yr 1 are those ppl i mentioned, cuz their parents are rich back in their country..they can even go travel here n there during the sem break...can spend whtever they wan...n oso the new gang of SG's fren tht i knew at yr 2....so at least....they hv least worry n least stress compare to me..so...they can focus more than i do...i juz wish somehow...after all this tough period, i hope it can get a new start for my student life...i hope everything wil get better...n i hope i can really enjoy studying..god bless pls!!! :)

to be continue...

~Sherlyn~

17.1.2011@1.41am